So I went to go see my bf on friday.... Well saturday morning and let's just say, I miss him already.
Labor day was wack and right now I'm in my state of mind of, being scared to get cheated on again. I kno wen I was lil I always said that I wud fight him and break up wit him and not look baq but I realize that I love him toooooooo much to let things like that get to me as long as I'm able to trust him still (which is hard) and work thru it I'm fine. But its always a limit and a breaking point. Idk sometimes, I feel like giving up or just giving in.
Its still the same disappointment, still the same shit. Except he not creepin, well... Hard to tell wen I can't see him everyday and barely get a phone call. *sighs*.
Then wen I really wanna see him something happens, idk y I love him so much.
Oh yea, I moved into my new dorm friday to my suitenates seem cool but... Strange lol.
Ughhh but charles. Idk y I love him so much I'd do anything for him. Give him the world (not exactly) ill jux do a lot. And he tlkn bout airforce. I gtta laugh at that lmao. He cud get in, but idk if he willin to wait for me like I'm willing to wait for him.
--PointBlankk
About Me
- forever.original
- Fayetteville, North Carolina, United States
- Im just an 19 year old girl that loves to have fun and do weird things with my crazy ass friends. I experiment a lot and I wish I had certain things. Not all fashionable, my wish list is bigger than what I have. I'm just an average girl that unfortunately, cant get a job AT ALL in my life. fckn fayetteville. Smh. I love my life right now no matter how many times i say I hate it.
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