I kno I kno I kno. Before I even tell u u gon be like, wow.

Mann. Remember wen we broke up that whole month of july, well he messed wit this girl and now she's pregnant. By my bf! Omg.

How is everyone getting pregnant besides me, that's what I want to know like omg. I hate this, I feel like I'm not fertile. All these 1niters and omg they r preggo but I think that Charles cheated becuz he tlkn bout a month and some change. So, what argument was we in........ I understand july but I kno wen august came. He was all for me.

Cnt keep his dic in his pants.

And then, omg. I tld him that I dnt think ima ever have a kid cuz he already gnna have one and I was soo hoping for it but nvm and then I was hoping that it wud be by the end of this year and I don't kno what we r gnna do.

He was tlkn bout everything is going to stay the same and he didn't want to lose me that he wud go crazy if he lost me and that he hopes its not his and then his mom is mad at him and had cussed him out about it and I was like awww I wuda done it to if it wasn't out of my character.

And then he tlkn bout me and him can still have kids and stuff but it wudnt even be right if I can't have his first kid like we been tlkn bout since forever and my stomach, I got the munchies like real baddd.

I'm not going to break up with him but I'm just thinking, if its not meant for me to have a kid, then its not. :( :( :(
--PointBlankk