Its been a couple months and u have missed a lot. Well, not a lot. Uhmm.... First off. We attempted to have a kid then me and him (after doing it) had 2nd thoughts about it, and I'm not pregnant but I don't plan on becoming pregnant anytime soon. its almost the end of the year and I feel like I changed, truly changed, since the beginning of the year.
I feel loved, to an extent. I can't truly trust my bf. I want to but I feel like, if I can't talk to him on a regular basis then he doing something else and not thinking about me. Its so upsetting, I think about him all the time but most of the time, I don't think he thinks about me.
This past weekend was a pain, I have a shoulder strain so I have to take Naproxyn to soothe my pain. It works I'm jux really sleepy. Reallllly sleepy.
ER for 7 hours to get injected and my blood taken from me twice lol.
I almost got into a couple accidents with my mom. It wud be there fault becuz we had the right of way, EACH time. Tooo much for me. Can't do it.
I love him soooo much, idk if I'm ready to get married, but if he asks me I'm ready. :D
--PointBlankk
About Me
- forever.original
- Fayetteville, North Carolina, United States
- Im just an 19 year old girl that loves to have fun and do weird things with my crazy ass friends. I experiment a lot and I wish I had certain things. Not all fashionable, my wish list is bigger than what I have. I'm just an average girl that unfortunately, cant get a job AT ALL in my life. fckn fayetteville. Smh. I love my life right now no matter how many times i say I hate it.
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