I hated having company over and my dad shows up

I remember eating a some food. I didnt even get a whole lot to eat cuz i was still in the process of fixing it. All i wanted to eat was the noodles mom cooked and then he said "do u think u shud eat that, dont u think ur fat enuff." i wasnt big as a child (not like wiiiiiiiiideload big, i jux had huge boobs.) at all but it made me feel like the boy that took up the whole seat by himself.

But what made it worse was that my friend was standing right there and all he did was laugh.

:( ......

But nobody even heard that story (idk if she told anybody but i never said anything). Cuz my ride or die was at my house one day and he did the same thing. i cant eat anything while im around company and he here. I dont eat at all. When we go to a restaurant i just sit there, order something cheap and try to eat without getting made fun of... Cuz from 8th grade to now, shit still hurts thinking bout it.