I love his random ass phone calls

He wanted to let me know that he missed me and that it seems jux like yesterday that i was with him and he wants me right back so i better go home this weekend. Lol.

I wud but i told him im coming home next weekend, he sounded upset. :( But he'll get over it.

I miss him even more now, but a great way for me to fall asleep. :D

Physical Science

Mannn that teacher is so monotoned.

I dont have internet at school so my blogs are coming from me. No reblogs anytime soon unless im on the computer but even then idc much for reblogging.

He was tlkn on and on and no idea i zoned out for a bit and dozed off twice. But yay! I dnt have to get a book for that class but boo i already took out 180 for it. Smh. Oh well, extra money for me.

Now i can get me that hoodie for WSSU. Lol.

I started my time of the month. Im really upset and happy. Came on time this month but now, i feel sick to my stomach and in sooooo much pain yet i have no pain killers.

he don't got to be perfect but With or without flaws; if I love him then he's perfect for me.

Even though i talked to him for 2 days out of this week for like 3 mins total it seem like.

He knows how to make me feel better. I feel like he can sense when im upset, to the point of no return and jux givin up. Yet, he calls and says the most corniest stuff but i love him for that.

Even tho he mentioned that lil girl i dnt like, but... It jux made me miss him even more. Tlkn bout its the lil things he cant stop thinking bout. Going thru my pictures on my ipod, then tlkn bout showing it to nichole (And all his friends sayin thats my baby. Corny but sweet lol.) and how she said that she liked the one we took together so he showed her that. Then asked if i had slow jams and he said that yea, but its not for u to hear.

-I aint kno wat that meant, then started tlkn bout how they are baby making music. (Aka), Louder, Sex drive, mattress music, pullin her hair, skin, s&m, nobody, slow jams, sweet lady, Freak Me, pretty ricky 2nd cd, and many more oldies and new ones. The freakky songs. Omg. I miss my ipod.

i miss my babe. Ima see him Sunday. Im not gnna spend my 10 dollars i have left. Ima keep that for emergency gas money and if i dont go to SC. Then even better. :) School is gnna suck so much without him. I always make a wish before i go to sleep and wen. I wake up. Hoping miracles can happen. :)

Call me crazy. I dnt care. Thats my babe and we already said we was in this for life. No matter the stupid ish he puts me thru. Jux glad i dnt have his kind of drama in my life (except that girl. If it wasnt for her being a hoe and 16 i already wud have gave her some words but i dnt speak. If u dnt got nuttin Nice to say, dont say it.) hella funny wen ol dude put her on blast tho. Smh. shame, kids fckn around 8 9 and 10 like.... Around that age i still played wit barbies and thought boys had cooties and was not interested in them till i turned 16.

Off that. I love him. :( I just need him right now. :D .... I think that shud be the other way around but .... Oh well.

Jux took a pregnancy test and i feel like it lied to me...

i be feelin like shit lately in the AM

Usually around this time in the morning I be feeling sick to my stomach. All i do is lay down and i feel like i have to throw up. I been feeling like this all week. I dont know what is wrong with me.
Then When i go to the bathroom and sit on the floor waiting for it to come, nothing happens. I mean, my period doesnt come on for a while soo….. its not early symptoms and if it was, i wud be poppin pills cuz of early pains but i dont do that.
•Nauseous
•Eating more than usual
•Sleeping like literally all day everyday to the point, i dont realize i was sleep. like 10 hours than the usual 6 i manage to get.
•Back Pain. Wait, i rule that out because i have always had back pain.
•My tummy feeling weird.
•Emotional. Like, i literally just cried over nothing 2 minutes ago.

Ughh.. im not pregnant. so what the hell can it be. U kno what, ima borrow a couple dollars from my mom when she goes on break. (if i remember to wake up on time.) and buy me a pregnancy test. If i am, ughhh! Y! i changed my mind on kids a long time ago. ima jux go back to the bathroom and sit on the floor. I still dont feel good.

I realized i let that part of my resolution down. Me and school dont go well with each other.