from his own mouth

u ever felt so happy and sad at the same time.

well. basically he told me that the "babymama" was putting a lot of stuff in his head (how the math added up and shit) and was tryin to threaten him with child support and how he felt bad about how he broke up with me (which was fucked up like honestly) and then told me that he went to go take a DNA test.

and that the truth came out and the baby wasnt his and he said after he found that out he was tlkn bout how he lost the best thing he ever had how he is 100% around me and that if i was the one to break up with him he wud understand becuz he knows what he did was wrong and that if he cud he wud take it all back.

and (he wudnt stop tlkn bout it i aint want to tlk bout it nomore). he was tipsy to so he tlks a lot.

and then he was like there is nothing else holding him backk from being with me. talking about how he knows that aint no more baggage on him and how he is willing to do anything for me and that i deserve the best.
and how he is willing to move into a hotel if he has to in fayetteville if it calls for it. and how he said that his mom asks about me everyday and that he reallllly kno he fckd up if his mom asked for me. and this the 3rd time her asking him if im coming to see him.
i mean, he makes me happy

the thing that makes me sad is that my mom gets on my nerves
she doesnt want to see me happy like no one in this family wants to see me happy.
when i am happy bout something they want to bring me down and when im sad and depressed they want to get on my nerves meddling in my business.

its so annoying and i jux wanna like say fck it and jux start goin crazy. its so stressful. me trying to be happy and me keeping myself sane in a house full of people that act like they dnt care. but u kno what, he makes me happy and i really can care less right now.
 
I feel like im on cloud 9, i deff gotta find me a quote of the day for right now but when i wake up tho, not now.