So, I feel like our relationship is going to be off and on off and on becuz this morning, he tlkn bout he dnt want to lose me to something stupid and I'm like, uhmm.

And then he said that when I came to get him, she be on his facebook page and looking at his stuff. And she seen that mine said that I wud go to hell and back for him jux to make him happy, and told him that he needs to stop fckn up and tlk to me becuz if I'm willing to do that then he shud keep me by his side and that he only making up excuses for me to let him go.

And we was at his 2nd mom house and she tld him the same thing but more in depth, tlkn bout he making a dumbass mistake and always making dumbass decisions and that one of these days I won't be waiting on him to get himself together and how I went thru a lot of bs with him that I really didn't have to go thru.

And then he stuck wit a decision on to stay or leave, and I think he left to go back to durham and I honestly dnt kno if we r back together or not.

A part of me is happy, but the other part of me is just watching out for him to say "its not gnna work out" and idk if I can handle being hurt again.

But, *sighs* I don't know what I am going to do. I love him so much, I guess that's why they say love is blind. I truly understand that.
--PointBlankk