This was my very first episode watching if u really knew me. Let me share a lil of mine.
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U wud kno that I cry myself to sleep almost every night because of things I hear ppl say about me.
Crying makes me feel even more pathetic than I already feel about myself.
My true friends are the ones I have known since high school, PointBlank.
I'm very easy to get along with and a major bitch if we end up beefing over something.
I regret A LOT of things in my past, so I cannot say I don't regret them because I do regret them and I wish I can turn back the hands of time.
I honestly honestly (seriously) thought about going lesbo but I can't fathom the idea of me, lickin some girls cooter.
u'd kno it breaks my heart eveytime I see him with another but I care too much to wanna hurt him by saying something.
I have the tendency to look and check up on people making sure that they are ohkayy and just hoping, for the hopeless.
I have an attitude towards everybody at first because I don't know if I can handle another major heartbreak of any reason right now.
Yes, I have considered suicide a lot in my life, and I attempted once but couldn't go through with it.
I always have these dreams that I died young, but idk when that is, and I start to realize that's why I rush everything. (I always known I won't make it pass the age 25)
I'm HIGHLY insecure and I feel like if someone gives me a compliment, they are lying to me and only do it to make themself feel better.
I wish I had a guy I can hang out with everyday instead of sticking to my phone like glue.
U wud kno how I bottle everything up inside and that any minute now I can just snap, and commit murder. (TrueStory)
Family really isn't all that important to me.
I strive for my relationships to work, but I wish I had someone do the same for me.
I would rather be the one to get approached instead of doing the approaching.
Many more... To tireddd to write them.
--PointBlankk
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