So, I sent the list

I sent the list to a couple of ppl and the only response I got (4 now) is soooo sweet and it comes from my Navy guy who I miss, and have not seen since high school.

"Aww nae... that's so sentimental like as I was reading it, it felt like
I was so close to you... and is everything in here how you truly feel...
I know life gets rough sometimes but you should always know that you're
not alone and should NEVER think about suicide... because you won't only
hurt yourself but people around you... you may think that no ones cares
but you don't know how many people you touch with just a text, greeting,
phone call or even a hug from you (me)... you will always have an effect
on the people around you... since high school I feel I have gotten so
close to you and just to let you know you're at the top of my list...
don't know and don't want to find out what I would do with out you... I
see us, lifelong friends going over each others house barbequing or
whatever... know that I'm always here and will always listen to what you
have to say... and I feel that you'd do the same for me... :) I love you
nae"

Its just sweet, too bad he in Cali and likes some girl from NC. *sighs* I wish that was me wen he said he had a girl back home he loved. (NC) broke my heart wen he said some other girl name when I finally got it out of him.

Brother/sister bonding ruins relationships. I shuda never said he was like a brother to me, but its cool tho. I want him, still. Since like, I was in 9th grade and he was in the 11th.
*sighs*

I care. I have feelings.

"If u really knew me, you'd know that I always want what I can't have and substitute it for wanting guys that are opposite from what I want."
--PointBlankk