Tired of trying, tired of crying, tired of waiting, tired of wanting, tired of needing, tired of living.

It just really sucks that when u have a friend that you always call on, forgets to hit you back even after you txt them and they got off work.

It sucks that when everyone in your life, (excluding some) are trying to doubt the change you make and doubt the type of person you are.

Only a few have seen the best in me, truly know me for me, loves me for who I am and supports me in everything.

There is only one true love that I can give my all to. One that really deserves it. one that can be everything I need to be and more. One with priorities, knows what he needs and what he wants.

I'm so tired of being put on hold for something. I get too close to a guy, and I get put on hold. Happens every time.

I will never be like my best friend. She found her somebody and they been thru it all. I'm truly happy for her but I want to experience the happiness that she has and I can't if I'm always being put on hold.

Why? Why can't I just have what I want this time? Why?

--PointBlankk